Ethan's Age

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Caught!

Today, I've caught myself several times starting to panic. Jon and I have been trying to start our family for almost 7 months, and I'm starting to panic.

The fear of the unknown, and the fear of the known are rearing their ugly heads, and I am worried. I'm truly trying to settle my thoughts and calm down but I've really had to work hard to take my focus off of these thoughts.

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  1. awww. just take it one day at a time. there is still hope! and i know this is hard to do, but stressing or worrying probably doesn't help. (i'm the LAST to be dishing that line out, but whatever)

    whatever happens, it will work out!! i'm crossing my fingers for ya! <3 PS this is jenn. :)

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  2. Aww, thanks! I have so many Jenn friends though! Which awesome one are you? :)

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  3. =( I don't think stress and panic will help and Julia darling you are still quite young. I know your clock is ticking but it's nowhere near quitting time. I do hope your wish comes true soon.

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  4. I know all of this, but it's still there. I just hoped to acknowledge my feelings and be out there with it, with the idea that naming it might help.

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  5. I hope it happens soon for you Julia!

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  6. Good for you for acknowledging your feelings. I want you to get pregnant really bad now. You are going to be so cute with the belly! And you're going to be one of those pregnant ladies that's always glowing with the joy and excitement of pregnancy...like you won!

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  7. (*hugs*) Deep breaths, one day at a time. I hope it happens soon for you two.

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  8. I really hope it happens for you guys.

    Thank you so much for stopping on my blog!

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